A hard week

This week is a hard week for me but a wonderful week for Taylor. I know that sounds really funny but it is true. This is auction week. Taylor goes to California for the week to get motorcycles for his business. He loves it butt is a long week for him. He has to drive 24hrs in 3 days plus an 10hr auction that is fast passe, huge decisions are made, a lot of money is spent, and he is on his feet all day long. The auction is a great sign of how well his business is doing. If he needs to go down then he has sold a lot of bikes the month before. Which has definitely happened this year. He has sold over 30 bikes since January 1, which is amazing since it is winter and we can't ride yet. The week is really hard for me though. I hate being here at home all by myself. I get really lonely and I totally freak myself out with noises. I have been really struggling lately with feeling lonely and not cared about by some people around me so this week kind of comes at a bad time for me.It is a good thing and bad thing to have Honda around. He can really comfort me but he is a lot of work by your self. I guess it is just prepping me to be a stay at home mom. ha ha.

Though it is really hard for me to be alone, I am so proud of Taylor. There are not many 22 year old around that have such successful businesses. He works amazingly hard. People definitely don't give him the credit for how hard he has to work, just because he doesn't have a set schedule doesn't mean he is not busy all day every day! I am so proud of Taylor for all hard work and everything he does. I love you babe and miss you so much!